Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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12:46 pm
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Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
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3:34 am - teacher's pet
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I'm sleeping inside tonight! When I finally tried to go to bed at 5, i couldn't because the stupid tarp was really loud. I haven't actually slept in a few days and I'm still wide awake! I'm in quite a fantastic mood right now. Today was the first day of auditions and it was so fun to wtch people suck although there were a few good ones. My favorite one to watch was this girl who was dressed kind of slutty and did a sort of little dance while she was singing. It totally reminded me of Parker Posey auditioning in Waiting fir Guffman. I finally get to see my little retard kitty, it's been a few days. There are a few other things that have sort of made my day, but I won't go into that.
current mood: giggly
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Monday, December 8th, 2003
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1:51 am - everything's coming up marie!
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I will be choreographing the musical that Arcata and McKinleyville high are doing this year. The director asked me to do it because she was so gosh darned impressed by my work on Thriller. I get to run the dance auditions fully equipped with headband, leg-warmers, and duffle bag with my name on it. Ok, no duffle bag...yet. So those start this wednesday and I'm pretty excited. This is a great opportunity for a teenager: I'm being given permission to boss around and judge my peers. Haha, I feel so powerful. It's going to be a lot of work, though. There are about 10 dance numbers for me to choreograph, many of them with the full cast. But hey, it will give me something to do.
current mood: artistic current music: just in time
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
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1:46 am
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Oh boo, this sucks. Getting to sleep out in my trailer is impossible lately because of the rain being so loud on the metal roof. So I've been staying up all night with headaches watching Disney movies and trying to fall asleep, but it only gives me more time to myself to think. Even though I've come to some conclusions, I certainly don't feel any better. I've been wrong this whole time about a lot of things, I guess. There isn't much more I can say for now. The other night I had a dream that a poor, little Mexican boy fell in love with me but he had to cut out my eyes so he could sell them. It was a little to realistic and graphic for my taste.
current mood: pensive current music: belle and sebastian
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
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5:44 pm - this multisucks
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The kids are now officially moved in and I can't watch tv anymore because Bob likes "peace and quiet" and spending "quality time with the family". So I'm stuck out in the driveway most of the time. It's given me a lot of time to draw and listen to music because i haven't yet moved the computer out there. Work was unbelievably busy today, stupid pregnant teens...
current mood: anxious current music: fucking peace and quiet
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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10:59 pm
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I am so stupid. What the hell have I done? I'm just making everything so much worse. Booo hoo hoo....
current mood: worried
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Monday, November 24th, 2003
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3:18 pm
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There will be no trip to NY, my sister changed her mind. But I'm very welcome to buy a Greyhound ticket and go with Mom and Bob to Coos Bay. I wonder if that would be any better than being here alone.
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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9:04 pm
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So it looks like I might be going to NY this week. My sister called today and offered to send me there because she didn't think I should be alone for Thanksgiving. Let's hope everything works out.
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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12:48 am - I'LL THRILL YOUR PANTS OFF
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Come to my dance performance or else. Wednesday-Saturday 7:00 $4
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Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
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12:53 am - it's been a while
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I now have 5 indoor cats and 7 hours of rehearsal a day. This can't be good.
current mood: cranky
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Thursday, October 9th, 2003
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5:17 pm - "Marie and the Bad dancers" are at it again.
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So, I'm choreographing a dance to Thriller and teaching it to about thirty of my peers to perform in the high school's Senior Show. It's great fun and all, but I've never been so stressed out in my life. Most of these teenagers are quite disrespectful in the first place, but when you send one of their peers to go in and tell them what to do...well anyway. I have to rehearse every day after shool and seperately with a few people on weekends. Why am I doing this? I can hardly stand my peers in the first place? Anyway, everyone has to come see it, I'm working way too hard for you not to.
current mood: tired
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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
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1:35 pm
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I got my scooter back. I hate doctors. I need a job. I'm really hungry...for food. I really wish I had stayed in bed with Jay today, things would be so much better.
current mood: blah
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Thursday, September 25th, 2003
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11:41 am
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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
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5:48 pm
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I went to the doctor again today and as I thought, I have strep throat AGAIN. Turns out I built up a resistance to penicillin so they put me on zithromax. For my stomach problems, I'm on aciphex, which is funny because it has the "ass" sound in it. I'm moving into my trailer this weekend. I NEED A JOB. That's about it. I'm going to go hide under pillows now.
current mood: sunny
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Friday, September 12th, 2003
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3:59 pm - i get free chocolate milk-faced every day!
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I am getting a trailer at the end of the month...woohoo. Then I'm going to get a little grey mouse and name it Chairman Mouse and have cacti and a drumset and a cell phone. Last night my strep throat started to come back because I hadn't finished the bottle of penicillin like the doctor told me to. I'm better now, but when I woke up this morning and told my mom it was back, all she said was "I don't care. That doesn't keep you from having fun. Go to school". That made a whole lot of sense. Continuation is cool because all I have to take is French (I start AP on monday), African drumming, and art. Also, I get free chocolate milk. I've been thinking about getting a tatoo of a bicycle.
current mood: blank current music: those peobodys
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003
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12:30 am - anyone wanna make 5 bucks?
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The samba parade is in a week and a half. I'm hardly looking forward to it. I just finished a mix tape for Danielle and I'm very pleased (I hope she will be). Now I'm starting to work on one for Jay. So yeah, I'm going to continuation now. That's a hoot. Bob, his two kids, and his two indoor cats are moving in at the end of November. I desperately need to get a job so I can move out. My mom is doing women in black tomorrow for 9/11...she should be so proud. Jay and I were talking about dumping a bucket of shredded cheese on her while she stands there...haha, women in cheese.
current mood: sleepy current music: under the sea
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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10:09 pm
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Cool. So yeah, I have strep throat. It sucks, oh boy does it suck. Marie's throat is not having a good time. No siree.
current mood: crappy current music: ziggy stardust
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Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
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11:13 pm - it's like technology vs. horse.
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Ugggh, my throat hurts so much. It's so swollen that I can barely swallow my own saliva without bursting into tears. I couldn't sleep at all last night. I kept thinking I was being attacked by dogs or some other fun thing. I haven't felt sick like this for a long time.
current mood: sick
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Friday, August 29th, 2003
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6:21 pm - duh....meow
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My dream last night: I was a pizza delivery girl but I had to deliver by bicycle. One of the addresses I got was at this construction site and when I got there, I still couldn't find any people. So I went through it and there was this cave (more like a hole in the ground) in back where my sister was living. So I gave her the pizza and she was really mad that I was late. Then she was like "ok, wait here" and she started walking down this narrow path into a scary forest thing. While she was gone, I went through her house and in the cupboard, I found 3 kittens. When she came back, she was really mad and said "now you have to take those kittens back!" and pointed down the path. So I had to ride my bike with the pizza and kittens through the scary forest and finaly I came to this treehouse. I went inside and the secretary (?) directed me to go upstairs. There was this business where all these elves were making a giant magazine. Bronwyn was the boss and had this huge desk. The last thing I remember was her just glaring at me so I went over to her and gave her the pizza and kittens. Then I woke up.
current mood: blurry current music: 6 o'clock news
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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4:06 am
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